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take all of your wasted honor
every little past frustration
take all of your so called “problems”
better put them in quotation;
say what you need to say
The pain
the pain i feel right now, its unreal
but, i can only imagine the pain you dont feel
i was naive enough to believe
you didnt want to leave.
But i was blinded by the beautiful sight of that first kiss
I couldnt see the boy that was hidden behind the mist
I cant help the pace at which my heart raced for you
but your heart raced just as quickly when your words were true.
You make me sick, sick to my stomach
When i see you, i see you and the butterflies start floating
they float in my stomach like an ever wandering child
lost in a forest of wonders
to bad that forest of wonders was only wonderful for a while.
I refuse to see the negative in you
that, would just be to painful
the negative outways the positive in an impossible way
but its just enough to make me want to stay
when i see you, i see you now and the butterflies die down.
because now i see that you are the wandering child
looking for your next victim in this forest of wonders
in the end, your forest will burn,
and i will be the flames victoriously rising
and up above you ,you will see my face
and you will see that you are such a disgrace
i’d tell you i miss you but i dont know how, i’ve never heard silence quite this loud
What’s the last thing you said you wished you didn’t say? lots
Who was the last person you thought about? trev
Are you rubber or glue? no idea
Is there someone in your life who tries to make your life hell? idc
Who was your first kiss? Gary
If you were gone for a long period of time, who would you visit first? DJ
Who did you last take a picture with? no idea
What color underwear are you wearing? blue
Have you ever woken up with your clothes on inside out? nope
Do you have any bruises currently? yes
What is your method of studying? whatever i have to do to memorize it
What was the last song that bounced throughout your eardrums? not cut out
If someone told you to jump off a bridge, would you? depends on how high & how deep the water was
Does it ever feel like the world’s on your shoulders? every day.
If you trapped in a jail cell, how would you escape? umm i wouldnt
Why did you last say you’re sorry? getting a ticker
You’re stuck in a cage with a lion, do you pet it? duh.
What is your opinion on suicide? dont wanna talk about it
Have you bit anyone recently? No?
Is your room messy or clean? eh
Have you ever been ditched by your friends? Yes
If someone could see into your heart, what would they see? to much.
Do you like music for the lyrics or the tune? both.
When was the last time you had a nightmare? today was a nightmare.
Who did you last go shopping with? mer.
When was the last time you wrote on the cement with chalk? about a month ago!
What are the last two digits of your cell phone number? 49
How do you want to die? with a family, happy, knowing i did at least something right in the world
